This series depicts the fear and anxiety that I have of dark winter days and daylight disappearing again the moment I open my eyes. Suddenly remembering why I'm awake at five a.m. because I hate sleeping. Falling asleep is a waste of time, I'm so scared of sleeping. 

The future is happening and I don't want to live in the future. The oppressing presence of a space that doesn't exist. The present is all I can ever know, overwhelming me with changes so uncontrollable. Helpless, I want to help you but I can't even begin to help myself out of this mess.

Nothing feels the same. Don't accept it as reality just because it is dictated by the majority. Something is happening and nothing feels the same.


JIA-AN LEE is an artist and third year English and History student.